Okay, so today is like Monday to me since I wasn't at work yesterday. Coming back to work after my class had a sub for the day....not a pleasant thing. The room is trashed, you would think the kids would keep it picked up the way they do for me....but NO. I guess it's like letting your own children (so I hear) run loose through the house without supervision. Except, the sub is the supervision, right? Wrong. My room is T-Rashed. I repeat. T R A S H E D. I know I know, what did I expect? It's always the same, I guess I just thought ONE TIME I'd get lucky and it would be decent. No such luck. The lessons I left (copies of work that required NO teaching, just passing out to simplify things) weren't done, and somehow the kids got into their math folders that were as far away from the lesson plans as possible. Those folders weren't to be touched, actually, because I hadn't taught those lessons yet, and I'm not leaving work that has a new concept that the kids haven't learned yet for a sub to do. No way. But the work was done anyway, clearly the kids were confused and had way too many questions....MAYBE BECAUSE I HADN'T TAUGHT THAT STUFF YET AND THAT'S WHY THOSE MATH FOLDERS WEREN'T IN THE LESSON PLANS! Is it that hard? Really? I guess I must take it for granted that I can read english and follow simple directions, and pass out copies of work when needed. Cause that's what I did when I subbed. I followed the plans the teacher left AND THAT'S ALL. If there was extra time, I played games, gave free time/recess when appropriate. Once again, I guess I just take it for granted that I can read english. And follow another adult's directions. Needless to say, I am not a happy camper this morning. I'm a PISSED OFF camper. Teacher.

Now I feel better having vented to the internet.

Three positive things I will focus on today........

1. My new camera is scheduled to be on my doorstep when I get home.
2. It's going to be sunny and beautiful ALL DAY!
3. I have a softball game today. Yay!

I Heart This Weekend

This weekend has been jam packed with fun-ness....new word!

After work on Friday we (my co-pilot, best friend, and co-worker) went down town because the weather was BEAUTIFUL! I can't even describe the mood I was in. Since February, life has been so fast paced and I feel as if I've been on overdrive. It was so nice to just relax and have fun outside, and it made it even better to have N's camera with us!!!

Here we are on our way to the river....

Then we walked down to the river and played like kids in the water fountains on the river walk. Across the river is Canada....home of Redneckmommy!

Friday the Tigers played, so of course I was planted in front of the TV for 3 hours watching them win! My mom came and stayed the weekend....our first overnight guest. Saturday we went shopping and then came home and started working outside, trying to get a jump start on the landscaping project we've created for ourselves when we bought this house. There are a BUNCH of bushes in the front of the house that I hate, and so they have to go. Now. So Kenny, my mom, and a neighbor helped us pull the first of 4 bushes out, using a chain and his truck ater trimming all the branches and digging some of the roots out. Check out the process:

And the results on the yard....

Kenny promsied me that it wouldn't kill the grass. Funny how when I mowed the lawn this morning that there was a nice strip of dead grass. Oh well, it was fun watching! And the best part is, we have 3 more bushes to go!

Good news.....my new camera will be here on Tuesday. I can't wait. Then I can stop begging Kenny & my mom for use of their cameras. My new one is the exact model of the one that was lost, so there won't be any I-have-to-figure-this-out time with it....just let me get my mitts on it!

This Week's Theme:

COOKED

13 Reasons

I Say NO To My Students Daily

1. "Can I go to the bathroom?" (they just went)
2. "Can I get a drink?" (they have a water bottle in front of them)
3. "Can I call home?" (your parents will hate me)
4. "Can I earn my recess back?"
5. "Can I eat lunch with you?" (teacher needs a BREAK)
6. "Is it time to go home?"
7. "Can I come home with you?"
8. "Can I get a bandaid?" (when the cut is microscopic , no blood, and they don't need it)
9. "Can I write on the board?" (they make a huge mess with the chalk and leave the caps off my dry erase markers.....expensive much?)
10. "Can you call my parents?" (again, they will hate me)
11. "Can I eat candy for lunch?" (you'd think they would get this after a while, but no)
12. "Can we skip language arts today?"
13. "Can I play instead of silent read when I'm done with my journal?"

I'm not heartless at all. I just say "no" a lot. My students deemed me the queen of "NO." I'm proud of that title. I'm not a mean teacher, I just have limits. And rules. And a breaking point.

Forgetfully Lost

Yesterday the kids kicked my booty. They were so on top of their game....all day long....and I was not. For whatever reason I came to work yesterday and forgot everything. I forgot they had art at 8:30am, I forgot the lunch cards, I forgot about a special program, I forgot my keys when we went to recess......I forgot everything!!

Should I be worried about getting alzheimers or dimensia? For real? Sometimes I forget things that are UNFORGETTABLE. I do notice that this tends to happen when I'm overloaded with things at work or still in the midst of unpacking a house. Or just plain busy. But that't normal right? Please tell me that you forget things when you are super busy. I'll feel much better. It's embarrassing when a student reminds to do something that I should be automatically doing. Ugh. I guess that's the joy of teaching multi-age. When they are slightly advanced, they are slightly AHEAD of their teacher.

Besides forgetting, I feel lost. I feel like this at the end of every school year. There's so much to finish up, so much to still teach, so much time to spend with my students and really enjoy them, especially the 2nd graders because they won't be with me next year, and with all these things to do, I just feel lost. Even with lesson planning and having things ready ahead of time, I wander around like I'm not sure which way is up. I know what I should be doing, I'm just losing the motivation to keep going another 5 weeks. I know tonight I'll go home, go to my softball game and hopefully win like we did last week, and come home again recharged. But right now, I forget what day it is!! Do you ever feel like this too? Or am I just crazy?

On a more positive note....I'm sure you all know that my camera was lost in our move a few months back. No, it's still not found, and believe it or not, I still get upset about it every night when I fall asleep. It actually keeps me awake sometimes. Anyway, I received a little bonus check unexpectedly yesterday, and guess what it's going to buy? Yup, you guessed it. My new camera. I can't get it ordered fast enough. You know what will happen as soon as I get it?? Some of you already called it.....I'll find the old one!

I'm still on weekend time

Back to the daily grind....

These weeks are flying by. And the weekends? I blink and they are gone. Kind of like when you drive through a small town.

We finally visited IKEA this weekend. It's not all that great! I mean, it was fun and all, big, lots of choices, lots of different ideas, but really? It's cheap furniture that looks appealing. They do have some higher end stuff, and EVERYTHING looks great, but I guess the quality reflects the prices. You get what you pay for! Don't get me wrong...there's nothing wrong with inexpensive stuff for the house! We bought at little chinese-like lantern as a bed-side lamp and some more lucky bamboo stalks. I put together my first post of lucky bamboo a year ago and since then, I can't get enough! And at $1.99 a stalk, you can't beat it!

In our house we have a plant box in the half-wall of the livingroom/front door area. I knew I wanted bamboo stalks there, I just didn't want to pay $25 for 3 stalks! So at IKEA we stocked up and this is how it turned out:

What do you think? Give me your honest opinions!!

Can you guess what my mother's day gifts were to my mom and grandmas?? Hint, hint.

Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day

to my momma and both grandmas....

I love you!

And to all mommas-Happy Mother's Day! Much of your work as a momma goes without being acknowledged most of the time. Enjoy and celebrate being a mom not just today, but every day.

This week's theme:

FIVE

( a few of my students on a field trip)

I have been a teacher for five years. I love my job. I love the kids. I love watching them grow and explore and learn and I mostly love their unique personalities and the millions of hugs I receive a day. There isn't a shortness of love this year. Not all my years have been this good. It's taken five years to get to best teaching year I've ever had. And it was worth every single minute! The only problem is, we only have five weeks of school left. I need to start buying the tissue in bulk now.

To see what the Photo Hunt is all about, click here.

Thirteen Things I Am Proud Of

1. Kenny

2. Our first house

3. My students this year-they are the BEST!

4. Being raised on a farm

5. My brother for his wise business ventures

6. My college degree that hangs on the wall (ooooooooh-so proud!)

7. The quilt I made for a St. Jude’s Auction that brought $800

8. How far I’ve come as a teacher

9. Moving to this side of the state for a job in Detroit, with NO idea what I was getting into (thank God I did it cause I have Kenny because of it)

10. My parents for remaining close even after divorce

11. My mother for staying strong though this rough patch

12. My friend N for getting through her first year as a teacher (middle school.....ugh)

13. Beating depression

Busted

Warning: This contains nudity. If you are a family member, please stop reading now or else you have been fair warned!

Every morning when I get ready for work, Kenny is still sleeping. Actually, he is just falling asleep as I am waking up. Makes for some interesting sleepy conversations. Wait, let me stay on topic....it's a good story. I love the quiet time I have in the morning, when there aren't any students demanding my attention, Kenny isn't yacking my ear off (he's soooo long-winded), and it's still dark outside. It's so peaceful, and even though I hate waking up so early, once I'm awake, it's worth it. I have never been one to prance around naked, even in my own home, even around Kenny, EVER. Do you hear me?

N E V E R E V E R E V E R.

I do, however, get dressed inches from Kenny's snoring body. He's always knocked out by that time, so there's no need to worry about him watching me get dressed, right? Huh. Well, today, I dropped the robe, and turned around to catch him staring at me. I was completely naked. And some of you might think that I'm overreacting about this, but really, it's a wierd feeling when you're not used to it. It's not like we're never naked, just not STANDING IN FRONT OF HIM.....WITH NOTHING TO COVER UP WITH....which is always my first instinct. I was totally caught. And he just smiled and said he'd been waiting for 5 years for this moment. What a shit.

Before & After

We have done a lot of "redoing" to our house since we bought it in February. I think it's all I do anymore. But I'm not complaining, because when we're done with a project, the way I feel makes it all worth it. Cause WE did it!

We actually redid the livingroom the very first weekend after we closed on the house. Kenny had scheduled the carpet man to lay the carpet on Monday, and we had only gotten keys the Friday before. So we had to move move move. This is the 1960s version of the livingroom, complete with heavy, thick, dusty drapes and nasty old carpet:

And now.............

Of course the TV was added recently. I guess it's been a dream of Kenny's to have a TV like that for a long time....he's been bugging me about getting one FOREVER. I kept putting him off and telling him we didn't have room in the apartment, wait until we were in the house....I ran out of excuses. But I have to admit I love it too:)

Weekend Wrap Up

This was a great weekend. I need another day or two. Is that possible??

Kenny and I went "up north" yesterday as Michiganders say. "Up north" means somewhere north of us, between Lansing and the tip top of the Upper Penninsula. We didn't go THAT far though, only a couple of hours. We went to help out a buddy which turned into an all day deal, but it worked out nicely because Kenny ended up buying 7 of those 8 feet tables that every guy needs in the basement for under $100. And normally, those tables are from $30 to $40 a piece, so he was happy. And so was I. That means I can spend more money on rugs and towels, right?

Anyway, on the way home, we stopped at Tony's to eat, which doesn't look like anything fancy, but it's a famous place to eat when you are "up north." Even those guys from that Chopper show on TV have been there. Here's what the outside looks like...nothing fancy, just a family owned place.

Here's what they are really famous for......HUGE portions. Look at the size of the potatoes next to Kenny's hand. And he has big hands too!

I was good....I ordered a burger and didn't eat the bun. And no fries, salad only. So I didn't feel like a stuffed pig when we left.

I wish I could make this weekend last forever, ya know? It's so nice being home today and doing odds and ends around here. The leaves are on the trees now, and it's sunny and NOT cold. It's truly a perfect Sunday. Except for laundry. Which I'm avoiding.

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And on another note.......

My friend D (and her hubby B) had their first baby yesterday......

Welcome to the world Baby Jake!

Both D and the baby are doing fine, and they'll come home on Tuesday. I still can't believe the

baby is already here. It seems like D and B just told us they were pregnant, and now they are parents. D is the first one from my group (5 girls) of highschool friends to have a baby. It seems like we were all jsut graduating and deciding what college to go to. Time flies. D is the kind of person who has been preparing to be a momma since she was old enough to talk. She was always the one babysitting on Saturday nights instead of hanging out with friends because she loved babies so much. And she had to wait until she was through both college degrees to have kids. Anyway, I am so happy that she (they) finally have their baby and he's healthy!

Pictures....

I FINALLY got ahold of Kenny's camera long enough to snap some pictures of our new house. I didn't get everything I wanted photographed yet because it's too dark right now. Kenny doesn't realize I have his camera and when he does, he just might take it away!

Here's our room. It has one red wall, which I absolutely love!

And this is the spare bedroom.

Obviously it has one blue wall. We weren't sure how to decorate a blue room, we just liked the color, so we started putting pictures and "stuff" in the room and it quickly became an ecclectic collection. Have you ever seen how Applebees is decorated? There's lots of sports stuff and historical things covering most of the walls? Well, that's what this room will be like when Kenny is done with it. The bed in here is the coolest feature. It was my parents' when I was a kid and my dad just gave it to us a couple weeks ago. I LOVED it when I was a kid, and I love it even more now that it's mine. I found the quilt that's on it accidentally in my friend's fingerhut magazine. That americana look fits the bed perfectly, and looks neat with the rest of the stuff in the room. This room is a work in progress. I'll keep you updated on the walls and what "stuff" gets put on them. You just never know with Kenny. Here's a close-up of the bed...

I love the design. And I remember running my hands over the railings as a kid...over and over and over.

And these are the valences I made for both of the windows in the room.

Believe it or not, it was difficult to find the right fabric with a blue wall. It had to be something NOT too busy, but with some color.

This room is the office. MY office.

Kenny's will be in the basement. We have done almost nothing to this room except hook up the internet. But isn't the orange color awesome?? Again, it's just one wall, but it just adds so much to the room. And you can really see how gorgeous the newly finished floors are. They were pretty before we had them redone, but it's amazing what a little bit of stain and sanding does to a floor. In the whole house, these floors are my pride and joy. I LOVE THEM! The black wrought-iron stand is a family heirloom. My great grandmother worked for a Woodard Furniture factory, so the family got the furniture for next to nothing. It's almost all black wrought-iron. I have inhereted a few pieces, and while many people think it's not-so-pretty, I think it looks awesome, and it makes the best plant stand ever! Plus the design in the iron is cool too. The curtains for this room are coming. You'll love 'em when you see what I'm making.

And here's what the kitchen looks like.

Ha. We've painted it, and then that's it. We have to decide what to do with the floor. While I'm sure the 60s was great and all, I don't want to look at the psychedelic floor every day. So it'll be changing VERY soon.

I still have so much more to show you, but it'll have to wait. Maybe I can snag the camera when he's sleeping.....

Guess who I had dinner with?

Tasha and I met and had dinner last night!! And her two darling girls were with us too. We had a great time!

You can visit her site HERE to see all the pictures, but go ahead cause you'll see how much fun we had. And I got to hear first hand all about her wedding this past weekend and how everything came together for that. I felt like I was talking to a long-time friend and I loved every minute of it! I think this is the beginning of a long friendship!

(I know it's WORDLESS Wednesday, but can you tell that Kenny LOVES to take these irritating pictures of me? If only I had MY camera....you would see what I can do to him....)

Yesterday my head was spinning in 80 different directions. I thought all was well. My friend's big wedding was over the week before, my school's auction was over that I had planned, Kenny's work was taking a chill for the moment, and we are kind of at a stopping point in our redoing at home (only for a week so we can relax)....so I was anticipating a nice, relaxing Monday with the kids, getting them prepared for their end of the year testing that starts today. Boy, was I sorely mistaken.

First off, I had about a million and one calls/questions about items won/not won at our charity auction on Saturday from parents and staff members. Hello! Ask me when I don't have 18 cute pairs of eyes staring at me!! That's an after-school issue! I do have a job to do! Second, the phone NEVER stopped ringing with questions about our upcoming field trip. Hmmmm, I thought those calls were supposed to be put through to voice mail during TEACHING hours. Guess I was wrong. I took the phone off the hook at one point because I couldn't finish ONE FRICKING SENTENCE without an interruption, and it wasn't even the kids interrupting me for once! Third, I had three parents come into my room at dismissal (I take my kids OUTSIDE for dismissal so there shouldn't be ANYONE preventing me from getting the kids ready at the end of the day) and they all expected me to talk to them IN DEPTH at that time. As if I could. Then the phone rang. Again. Never should have put it back on the hook. And then two of my boys got into a fight (which never happens to my students because I have such a good class this year) and I had to deal with that. And to top it all off, I COMPLETELY FORGOT to send home the homework packets for the week as well as the reading logs. So I already know today I will get plently of emails and phone calls regarding that. Hey, I'm only human, with just one brain, and my patience is slipping. Forgive me, but I thought I was a teacher? Not a shrink, referee, nurse, lawyer, and secretary. A TEACHER. OF CHILDREN. NOT ADULTS. How much can one person take??

The good news you ask? I had softball practice after school last night (my school's team) so I blew off the other two meetings I was obligated to attend. I love it. How can one person be obligated to two committees that meet on the same day? Answer? She can't. That's why I blew them both off and went and had fun playing softball. And we have a game tonight too. And I can't wait. It's one hour of my day where nothing else matters. I get into the game, my mind recharges, and I just get to be Lindsey, the forgetful girl who loves to get dirty and dusty on the softball field. Not Ms. O, the teacher who's head spins around 3,299 times a day because there's too much committment on her plate and all she wants to do is teach without interruptions.

One more piece of sunshine.....Tasha and I are meeting for dinner tomorrow! Yay!!

Calming Sunday

Such a busy weekend.........

Friday after school my auction committee and I spent HOURS getting things ready for Saturday, then Saturday was the auction and we were there at the crack of dawn. Let me just say how wierd it is to be in a school without the kids. Ya know, after they go home every day I stay and get things ready for the next day, but there's always something going on and there's always kids around. But there weren't any! Wierd! Anyway, the auction went well and I was RELIEVED it was over, and the Kenny and I whisked ourselves away to the next thing he had on his agenda and then by the time we got home it was 11pm and we were both EXHAUSTED. So what time did I wake this morning? Wait, I forgot to mention that we never made it to bed last night. Nope. He slept on the couch and I was in the recliner. That's how tired we were. Anyway, 8am, I sit straight up and he's starting at me, asking me why we are up so early. I had no idea. I got up and started running around working in the house. It was a beautiful day, and we did house stuff all day long. FINALLY unpacked the kitchen (we're still trying to decide what kind of floor we want to do in the kitchen) and then Kenny mowed the lawn for the first time and only had 1 small asthma attack. I told him it was my job, but you know men, they can't wait. So he suffered the consequences, but it looks great! I got things straightened up in the house because my dad was coming over to bring a few more things for me, and before I knew it, it was 9pm. Ah! But it was such a great day, and just to be at home for once.....

There are still a million and a half things to do, but one task at a time! Kenny is working on getting me a new camera. And I'm working on getting my hands on his so I can get some pics on here!

Today is the first day I really felt like we live in our new house. What a feeling. I'm still basking in the delight of owning a house. I know along with the responsibility comes a ton of work and I'll probably bitch about it some times, but right now, it sure feels good to come home and see the progress.

Oh yeah.....Tasha got married this weekend! Yay! And she posted about her wedding a little bit, so keep checking her site for the upcoming pics! Congrats! You are now a Mrs!!!

Already Friday Again?

Another Friday!

I'm feeling the same way I felt last Friday....overwhelmed. I keep thinking I just need to get through Saturday and I'll be good. And it's true, I'll be fine. I'm not as unnerved as last week, but I'm still looking forward to just not having any HUGE responsibilities hanging over me, and after our school's benefit auction is done on Saturday, it'll be a GREAT BIG relief.

And we finally got the internet hooked up! After all that, I'm soooooooooooooo glad to be sitting in my orange office in my new house typing! Pictures are coming very soon.

My good blogging buddy Tasha (and soon to be real life buddy because we are having dinner this week!!) is GETTING MARRIED tomorrow! If you haven't already visisted her site, go now and wish her good luck!

She was concerned with the weather here in Michigan because it tends to be so nutty all the time. It WILL be beautiful for her day!

A little bit relaxed......

First let me say that I feel TONS better than I did on Friday!! And second, the wedding was a blast! And I actually enjoyed wearing the dress too! I had my doubts, but it ended up being a perfect fit and the girls stayed in their place all day if ya know what I mean:) Bekah's wedding was so fun! Everyone was laid back and relaxed and I danced and danced and danced and just let loose and forgot about all the stress for the day. What a nice thing to do! And on Sunday we slept in (first time in a LONG time) and then went out to breakfast and then shopped a little for things for the house. Then we just drive around for a while.....a couple hours actually. It was such a beautiful day and we were getting to know our new neighborhood. I SO needed a weekend like this to unwind. And I got it:)

I still have one huge event coming up on Saturday, and I know it will be a very stressful time, as will be the whole week preparing along with teaching every day. But I'll get through it....last Friday was just a rough day. Thanks for all your kind words. They really help!

The weather here is supposed to be good, so maybe I can steal Kenny's camera and get some pictures taken outside, and inside of course. We'll see...he's just as attached to his camera as I was to my own.

I talked to Tasha last night.....her wedding is only 5 days away.....click over to her blog and wish her luck! The weather is supposed to be good, as I'm sure the whole day will be for her!

PS-One more day until we have the internet at our house FINALLY! Yay!

TGIF

Is it really Friday? I think it is. Somebody pinch me cause I can't believe it really is.

I get to leave early from work today!! Yay!! I'm in a wedding this weekend on the other side of the state and the rehersal is at 6pm, so I'm leaving work early, going home and packing, and on my way. AND I get to stay with my life long girlfriend Amanda tonight too!! So I am excited. I'm a little (okay, a lot) stressed out with the amount of money/time it takes for a woman to be a bridesmaid because this is the busiest I've ever been in my life, but the bride is COMPLETELY worth every minute and every pretty penny. And when that reception rolls around, I will be a dancin' machine and just let loose.

I feel like this is my diary entry today. So I will keep going. Caution-lots of venting to come!

My stress level at work (and everywhere else too!) has been monstrous lately. All the extra activities, all the end of the year testing and pre-preparation for next year, conferences, our charity auction (guess who put it together?), fund-raisers, our last 2 field trips (guess who plans most of them?), oh yeah, and then there's the teaching part. I forgot to mention the phone calls from parents asking questions about activities that were explained MULTIPLE times on notes sent home to AVOID the confusions and questions, and also all the complaints about not having enough homework for their kids, having too much homework for their kids, not understanding their kids' homework (hello-every single child in my class takes home homework that is appropriate for them)....the list goes on. I'm sure I'm not a perfect teacher, but I'm human, and I need a freaking break! On Tuesday, as I was dismissing my students, I felt shakey. Not the kind of shakiness where you need to eat or lay down, the kind that builds and builds and builds and is powered by endless amounts of obligations, responsibilities, and stress. I swear I'm being pulled in every direction and there are so many people depending on so much from me that at that shakey moment I was starting to have some kind of attack. So I went back to my classroom and sat back in my desk chair and spun around toward the window and just stared out for a while. I drank some diet Coke, maybe not the best choice, but it was what I had and I love it, and ate some crackers, and thought about nothing. And then I stopped shaking. So I think I warded it off, whatever the attach was, but I am pretty sure it was anxiety or stess. Or both. Since Tuesday I felt that a couple more times, and each time I stopped and chilled out, but nothing is resolved. All the committments I've made can't be broken, they just can't. So I'm trying to just do what i have to do to get by, which is hard because like so many other teachers, I'm a perfectionist with everything. If there's one thing that buying a house in the midst of the busiest time in my life/career/year has taught me, it's that WHO GIVES A SHIT ABOUT PERFECTION??? Really? Who cares? When I die, is anyone going to remember how perfect anything was?? HELL NO. So this is the self talk I've been engaging myself in all week. And it's working a little bit. After this weekend and next weekend, I think I will be so relieved. That's the goal, and it's what I keep focusing on. Well, I vented enough for now. I hope to have lots of fun crazy wedding stories for you when I get back.

Wordless Wednesday

Whew! The last couple days I have been one hot working momma, and I'm not talking about my job. I'm on my last 2 days of spring break here, and really, they don't count as spring break because it's the weekend. But anyway, today is MOVE IN DAY! Did you hear me?? MOVE IN DAY! I just may be sleeping in my own bed tonight for the first time in almost 2 months. Hello? That is AWESOME! We actually went to set the bed up last night, and discovered that the movers (his friends) "misplaced" the wheels and bolts for our bed frame. Nice, eh? The one thing that we could have set up late last night, and there was no way. So I'm on a mission this morning to get us new ones, and if the originals show up in a box I'll take the new ones back. But NOTHING, and I mean NOTHING, is going to get in the way of me in my own bed tonight. The hard wood floors were sanded and stained a little darker, now they are a golden oak color, and then polyurethaned a couple times, and they are GORGOUS! There will be pictures of it, don't worry. And I have curtains going up today, some I made, some I bought. I even repainted all my purple flower pots to match the livingroom colors, which have ended up being a dark red and a golden/brown color. I re-did the pots in the last two days since it was pretty nice outside, and they turned out great. That's the best thing about those terra-cotta pots, you can always repaint them because they aren't fired. Now I'm just rambling on and on. Can you tell I'm so happy though? I can't wait to be living in my own house, even though things will be messy and in boxes, I don't care. And we can grocery shop for OURSELVES! I won't bitch about that anymore. I used to hate grocery shopping, and now I can't wait to do it!

We finally got most of the internet/cable issues cleared up in the new house. The old lady who lived there didn't have her cable shut off because she has alzhemiers and her attourney had to have it shut off, but that wasn't happening because....we have no idea. Anyway, it appears that someone came out and shut it off, so now we have an actual date to get our's turned on. Yay! I'm one step closer back to blog land on a daily basis!

I hope you all have a great weekend!

Thirteen Places My Beloved Camera Might Be

1. Under my car seats

2. Under Kenny's truck seats

3. Under furniture in the garage

4. In a drawer in any dresser in the garage

5. In a box that I didn't look in yet

6. Smashed on the side of the road after falling out of the moving truck (oh, how will I ever recover from this one)

7. Hanging from a rafter in the garage

8. In his parents' house, buried under "stuff"

9. In my classroom (no wait, not even possible)

10. In the inside of the moving truck, not found yet

11. Mixed up inside towels and bedding in a garbage bag

12. Hanging from a hook behind the mattresses (still in the garage)

13. ANYWHERE!!

Here's the reason I'm so obsessed with finding the camera right now, aside from just MISSING it like crazy! A while back my grandma asked me if I had found it yet, and I told her no and that I didn't want to talk about it because it makes me sick to my stomach. She told me not to worry, that I would have a dream about where it was and then I'd be able to find it. Okay, well, life went on and then BAM I had the dream Monday night. Just like that. So yestereday, I couldn't be in the house while the stuff on our newly finished floors dries, but I kept thinking that it had to be somewhere UNDER something like a chair or a seat, because in my dream, I pulled out the backpack that it's in from under my driver's seat in my car. So is this a sign that it's under something?? What do you think? It's too cold and wet to be looking for it today, so hopefully tomorrow I can get in there and start looking like a madwoman. If you have any insight on what the dream means, let me know!!

Spring Break Blues

Today is the first day of my spring break. And I'm starting it EXACTLY like I did last year: sick. This blows. I mean, it really sucks. Last year, the ENTIRE break I was fighting off a sinus infection, and it really took the whole break because I was given an antibiotic that didn't do crap for me the first time. Then after 4 days of facial pain, I went back and got the right stuff. This time, I went to the doctor on Wednesday hoping to get the right meds quick enough and still be able to function for my last day of school, which was yesterday. Let's just say that I was at school. There wasn't much functioning though. The kids did math, science, and 2 movies. That's it. They loved it. I just muddled through. Last night and this morning I feel horrible. I thought I was being smart by going to the doctor before it became a full blown sinus infection, but I'm not sure what's going on now. I just know that I feel awful and that I have so many things to work on in our house that I can't afford to be sick.

I know my health is more important than finishing things in the house so we can move in, but when we're this close, and I have the time off, it's so hard to concentrate on anything else. I am only up and functioning this morning because I have to take a bridesmaid dress to get fitted and I can't put it off any longer. Nothing like waiting till the last minute! And then I'll be back on the couch, no doubt.

The good news about being sick is that I'm around Kenny's computer more to read blogs and update my own:)

Happy Almost Easter

Thirteen Things I Shouldn't Have Eaten In The Last 2 Weeks

1. Donuts

2. Jellybeans

3. Chocolate (more than the daily amount!)

4. Chicken nuggets

5. Pizza (school lunch)

6. York Peppermint Patty (while sitting in the urgent care for another sinus infection....BAD timing)

7. Another donut (stop bringing these to school and putting them in the teachers' lounge!)

8. OJ (too much sugar)

9. Dum-dums

10. Cadbury Egg

11. Dinner roll (wasted calories)

12. KFC (just 2 pieces of boneless chicken and cole slaw, no potatoes or bread, so it's not ALL that bad)

13. Pie at my family Easter party last weekend (homemade blueberry, can you say YUM!!)

We have been eating out A LOT because we are still not living in our own house. I know, there's no excuse, but still, it's so much easier this way. Despite these sins that have gotten into my mouth, I still am maintaining the minus 32 pounds...I'm not sure how, but I am! I still have quite a ways to go with the weight loss....what a process!

Yay spring!

Spring means one thing......BASEBALL!

Yesterday was Opening Day at Comerica Park. I was green with envy when a couple of my coworkers left in the morning because they had tickets to the first game of the season. I turned on the TV in my classroom long enough to see the first inning, and I can't even tell you how happy it made me! I have missed watching baseball so much! The kids sat very patiently watching the game too and asking me a million and one questions....

Why don't we have any numbers yet?

They have numbers (runs) so why don't we?

Why are you cheering? (then they cheer too)

What is strike?

When can our guys bat?

It was cute. I could only take about an inning of the questions though. Then I got them working but kept the TV on, although I hardly could pay attention to it. There were so many distractions yesterday...the phone in the room rang constantly, someone was ALWAYS at the door, it was just nonstop and very frustrating. I'm teaching my favorite science unit (animals-it's the only one I can do without using the teacher's edition because I STINK AT TEACHING SCIENCE) and I have the kids actually make an art project for each part of the unit. They get to make an amphibian, reptile, bird, fish, and of course, a mammal. So that's why I almost went crazy with all the interruptions. Sometimes it's impossible to teach. You'd think that I get lots done every day, but seriously, on days like this, it's nearly impossibly. People just don't realize what they are doing when they call or come to the door. Ahhhhh! Enough bitchin....

We are getting closer and closer to being in the house! I can't wait. My dad brought the refridgerator yesterday, and it was a story getting it in the house. I'll save that for later.